MUSINGS

From the Notebook

Writing about everything under the sky β€”Β and the life that happens in between.

The Dream at the Beachside Temple

Some dreams you wake from and immediately begin to forget. And then there are the other kind β€” the ones where you lie still after waking, afraid to move, afraid that moving will shake something loose...

Finding Myself β€” After 18 Years

After eighteen years of relocations, motherhood, caregiving, grief, and putting everyone else first, I began tracing the quiet thread back to myself β€” through writing, memory, and the parts of me that never fully disappeared...

Sunset’s Whisper

A sunset so precious β€” the quiet gift of nature. Little we realise the sun stays, and it is the earth that moves. A short poem about light, time, and the promise of tomorrow...

Dreams

A short poem about the distance between the person you are not and the one you are becoming...

What Kept Me Sane

When the lockdown began I sent my maid and nanny home with teary eyes, told myself it would not be long, and began the season of doing everything myself. Months later I discovered K-dramas β€” and something closer to restoration than I expected...

None of This Is What I Planned at 22

I believed in the straight line. Graduate, work, build, grow. Life had other ideas β€” and it took fifteen years of starting over across three countries to understand that the detours were never wasted...

Sydney, I Miss You

On coffee without sugar, a wok full of vegetables, and the city that quietly changed me...

What Bleach Taught Me About Living

A lifelong anime fan watches Bleach for the first time and finds six life lessons from Ichigo Kurosaki worth writing about β€” on purpose, friendship, and the power of will...

The Fridge That Taught Me Sydney

We arrived in Sydney in 2015 and I bought a second-hand fridge that had its own philosophy about temperature. What it taught me about improvisation, adjustment, and making a home somewhere new...

Dad

The slow heartbreak of watching illness change the man who raised me...