MUSINGS
From the Notebook
Writing about everything under the sky βΒ and the life that happens in between.
July 2, 2026
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Something about Karna's life has always unsettled me. Not sympathy β something closer to recognition. A quiet awareness of how profoundly unjust a life can be, even one lived with extraordinary courage and generosity...
June 22, 2026
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The most unexpected thing astrology gave me was not a prediction. It was relief. For years I carried the question of my career as though it were a verdict on my character. Then I found a different explanation β and it changed something...
June 16, 2026
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If I could give my daughter one gift β not a thing, not an experience, but something that would stay with her through every season of her life β it would be financial independence. Her own money. Earned by her own hands. In her own name...
June 8, 2026
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There is a kind of exhaustion that does not show up on your face. You still show up. You still manage. But somewhere beneath all of that is a heaviness that has been there so long you have stopped noticing it. Like furniture you have walked around for so many years you no longer remember choosing it...
June 3, 2026
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She worked in my home for six years. Every time I see her β cheerful, unhurried, arriving with a smile that has no business being there given everything she carries β I think the same thing. Would I have her grace?...
May 31, 2026
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I kept trying to photograph the yaksha. Every time I pressed the shutter, Devi appeared instead. It took me a while to understand that she had been there all along β and that I had been dismissing her because she was not what I came for...